thought of the day

the one who cares the least has the most control

thought of the day…

I agree hate is a strong word,

but i really really dislike my inability to stay mad, which causes someone to never get it, that I’m mad at them.

random thoughts/ questions?

1. do people / parents ever forget they still have kids?
2. is it ever to early to make a list of goals for future life situations?
3. is it wrong to leave the mouse in the trap, when your home alone with it?

well that’s pretty much all i got on the thoughts and question area.

Allie- i noticed a long time ago i just forgot to say something or post a “i found you”, your sneaky but not that sneaky lady.

what else new has happen thanksgiving has come and gone, along with one year for me and Tyler. it’s been one year and counting, that is something a lot of people thought they would never see.

Black Friday has also happened and i would call it a success. it was pretty much a blast.

Its Allie Again :)

So this is allie and i am putting something new on here because i am tired of getting on to read lizards blog and it being the same thing (To Tyler) she needs to learn to update a little more often. She has time for facebook  so she should take a few minutes away from facebook and update this blog everyonce and awhile…like once a week maybe…See how long it takes her to find that i changed her blog…Lib let me know when you find this. Love Ya!

To Tyler

just wanted to tell  that your amazing and i really mean that.
you are one of the two constants in my life and I'm very thankful for that. I also wanted to tell you thanks, not just for being my boyfriend but for also being my best friend. & I don’t think i could have handled the last 7 or 8 months without you. You were such a help, even if you just listened, let me yell at you, or yelled back at me. Thanks for being you. & for attempting to  pick up the pieces to my little world as it falls apart and trying to put them back together.

with that i shall close with this

Thanks for being my wonderful Boyfriend & becoming my best friend Tyler Alan.

I Love You Glen

Happy 11 Months

 

 

glad phones only work at 12:15 in the morning

i love how my dad sets horrible examples.

Can’t call all day but has no problem calling me at 12:15 to remid me that i’m alone and i’ll be alone when i wake up in the morning.  because he has other things to do… Vickie

& then shuts there phone off.

tells you not to do things and turns around and does them himself.

Tell me kids come first when its very clear that they don’t.

Stop lieing to me – i have you figured out, you are only fooling your self.

and when i said don’t be decret just be honest i didn’t mean call me at 12 in the morning when i am sleeping to tell i was thinkin early evening notice would be nice

Practice what you preach.

the thing that probably burns my britches the most is that i once asked him what the greatest joy of being a parent was and he said just hoping they have it better off than you. well what i have to say to that. you should problem be glad i have more sense than you lately other wise i’d probably make so pretty poor choice.  & be glad i don’t act or behave as you do because if i did you’d have a Huge fit.

i guess the other thing is i would like to kno why i even try anymore.  B/c no matter what it doesn’t matter anymore.

A tribute to my Big Sister, on her Birthday=)

 

I figured that since today is Eshell’s birthday and all i could at least write about her and post a picture or so. one problem i don’t think i have any with just her, and i know she likes to read this thing, but i do know she is not as vain as me.

But she has always been there since i joined this hot mess. she pretty much named me, inspired me in the kitchen and is helping others was an event in the Olympics she would probably be the gold medal winner and by that i mean she would be, because frankly she dominates. she is a good listener and pretty much a bunch of other things, i suppose i could right a book on, it but like a said she’s not so vain. But with that i will end With This

Happy Birthday  Big Sister

I love You!

It’s Allie!!!

 

 

Hey everyone!!! I am over here doing the Lizards hair for homecoming. She has been entertaining Dane while i curl all of her hair, which by the way takes quite awhile due to the massive thickness…But i snuck on here so i better finish up before she catches me…:)

hospital ups and downs

did you know most hospitals don’t have a 13th room like 213 or 113?

why because it is considered unlucky, i don’t know if this is true but it is what Rachel tells me and sandy. be/c i just noticed we don’t have a room 213 we have 212 and 214 but no 213.

on a sadder note there was one fella in the hospital that had cancer, which he was dying from and he was pretty chipper and high spirited but the other day i work and he was definitely not. this made me sad then the next time i worked he was no longer there at all… i was sad.

another annoyance is people who complain and say they need money but they ask someone to work  shift for them so they can go four wheeling/ mudding. when you get off at 7 i think you can still go riding after work but whatever don’t complain that you need to work and not working isn’t an option if your going to give up hours for mudding.

Herbert… my new love

So, i have this friend and he has recently acquired a Hereford calf whose momma didn’t want anything to do with it. My friend, Johnny, is at college this week and his mom and dad work so i went and bottle fed the little calf. i also named him Herbert. this is him.

I also told dad i want Herbert. his response I'll think about it, but i don’t want a bottle baby.

Sister please help talk dad in to letting me get a baby cow!

Taking a break

Workin on my homework, but of course i find 100 other things to do, also. so yesterday was pretty much a lazy day, but work was very productive. Tina & I Cleaned, we moved everyting that was not attached or that we should move and cleaned it off and behind it. i think we definitely earned our pay at the Dairy Bar last night. then i went to Tyler's for a bit.

then today i went to Tyler's. we cleaned out the camper, went to town didn’t find anything there, then went back to his house in time for a wonderful lunch. then i fell asleep on the couch. It was a good lazy day though i felt much better after my nap.

Life is good

1. No School
2. No work
3. Football Friday
4. Kind of learned to drive stick
5. Saw Tyler
6. House sitting

Today i didn’t have to work or go to school!!! i don’t have to work at the hospital till next Thursday =) this excites me if you couldn’t tell. I'm not the biggest fan of my job, but its a job. however i do get to see Sandy, Tyler’s momma! She’s great. i definitely don’t think I'd make it through some days at work without her.

Also today i got to see Tyler before and After his football game which they won by the way. i was super pumped i hadn’t seen him since last Sunday really, so i missed him a bunch. Tomorrow he has lawnmower pulls. So I'm hoping the best for him<3

Driving the trucks for dad today while doing hay, which consisted of me driving and him walking throwing the bales in the bed and stacking them. Well i am not totally educated on how to work a manual. so it was not a smooth process by any means. it was a slow process which had a lot of jerky stops, take offs and staling. i think dad got a like flustered but oh well you’ll have that. if he wasn’t prepared ten he shouldn’t have made me drive it to begin with.

Are you blind..

like seriously??? this is question i just want to ask some people. they are the only ones who don’t see when everyone else in the room does. either that or are you in denial? do you keep telling yourself that its not like? i know you can’t see yourself from the outside like everyone else can but sometimes you can’t just let things happen or letting them happen will only take you so far. then it leaves you in the awkward situation of more than just friends but less that together. i would call it an unsaid togetherness, but some would still call it just friends. but that is pretty much all i have to say Besides

Open your Eyes!

Ahhh… Fair has arrived…

once again it is that time of the year the end of august and the defiance county fair. when i was younger it was the best time of the year and it still is one of my favorites. unfortunately i work Monday night and Thursday Friday and Saturday days but i still got the nights to be at fair=]]

Oh the clutter…

i have recently reached the conclusion that when it come to some things i do not do what i feel is the best for me or for the others always. i find it is generally what makes pretty much everybody else happy. i did not realize this until i was talking to a Tyler about my work dilemma and he yelled at me. it wasn’t a mean kind of yelling it was just a harsh realization. He said, “ Libbie, who cares? do what makes you happy for once and don’t worry about everyone else.”

Well idk where to start.

i don't really kno what to say so i'll just say hello for now and let you know when something exciting happens. i just discovered that i have a blog writer on my laptop so i figured i'd create a blogg and use it even when i have absolutely nothing to say or to just share my frustrations.